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Symptoms of Depression in Men

Despite life being generally pretty good in the last year, I’ve had my low moments. I’ve had several bad days in the last month alone. The situation in our country is not helping. For those who don’t know, Theresa May’s (so far) complete fuck up of Brexit, self-serving authoritarianism and my worries about the future the country is taking – into isolationism, xenophobia and attempting to have pissing contests with other EU members are not helping my mood, this situation has not caused it.

The last few months things have turned dark at times and for no clear and obvious reason. I’m happy in my relationship and my work. I’m happy being self-employed and in charge of my own destiny, and happy with the path my life is taking now. None of these things has any bearing on my bouts of depression.

The thing about depression is that it doesn’t need a reason. Sometimes there are triggers, but not always. There are several key ways in which depression manifests itself differently in men – ways that people overlook, brush off or explain away as “toxic masculinity” which is neither descriptive nor helpful.

We all think we understand depression; even those of us who go through it don’t always understand it. For men, this lack of understanding counts for double because few try to understand it. Here are some unique symptoms of depression in men.

Anger and Frustration

It’s easy to label an angry man as having anger management issues. It’s easy to assume he’s foul tempered and dangerous when all he needs is some support. Not all men who are angry are depressed but most men who are depressed will express that through angry outbursts, swearing, frustration at the slightest thing, shouting and ranting. Sometimes that might lead to him collapsing onto the floor in tears, but not always.

Even now after more than three years, my girlfriend still doesn’t understand this. Despite that I have never and will never be violent towards her, she finds my occasional bouts of depression-caused anger scary. I feel distraught to think that I scare her. At the very least I would hope she could see that she should be scared for me and not of me. This, perhaps, is one of the biggest obstacles to depressed men getting help.

Low Libido and Sexual Dysfunction

It’s not that you can’t get it up when you’re depressed (you certainly can’t) is that we are not interested in any kind of intimacy. I know I push her away when I’m low and simply don’t want it. I make excuses about being too tired, too distracted when I know I won’t be capable. We are not having as much sex as we did when we first met but we could be having more than we do. It’s a vicious circle because a healthy sex life is good for a relationship and personal well-being. It helps you feel close to somebody. It should be a great way to counteract depression, that feeling of well-being, closeness and the feeling of being wanted. Yet sexual desire is one thing that depression takes away.

Reckless Behaviour

I admit this has never been a feature of my own depression, but I hear it’s common and I know several people who’ve engaged in reckless behaviour when depressed. This can include driving dangerously (drinking and driving, excessive speed), sleeping around without protection, picking fights with random people. I remember reading Derren Brown’s autobiography in which a man got confrontational with him late one night. Brown managed to confuse his potential attacker in the way that only Derren Brown can. He deescalated and ended up in a situation neither expected. Within minutes of this man threatening Derren Brown, the two were sitting on a public street with the man in question poured his heart out about his problems.

Exhaustion and Fatigue

Physical fatigue is a more common symptom of depression in men than it is in women. You wake up tired no matter how much sleep you’ve had. You don’t have the energy to do anything. You can’t get up the motivation to work, you’re tired and irritable – you can’t even muster the energy to take a shower, shave, get dressed or even perform normal tasks. Often, it feels like the weight of the negative thoughts and mood is sapping your physical energy. It’s no wonder that mentally ill men are more likely to be unemployed than a man with any other type of disability.

Memory and Cognitive Processing Problems

You forget things you were told a minute ago. Except rather than recognising that as a sign of depression, people assume you’re not listening. You are listening, but you forgot because you can’t concentrate on what is being said. You’ll try to sum up the energy to absorb it and it takes all of your willpower. However, your brain will not let the information sink in. Seconds may have passed and you’ve forgotten the information already. Somebody talking to you may as well be speaking in a language that only they can speak for all the good it will do.



I go by the name of Frank Speaking. My blog "In the Mind of Men" (former name Chin Up, Chest High) started out as a chronicle of my mental health recovery. Now it is a forum where I discuss issues related to male mental health.

5 thoughts on “Symptoms of Depression in Men

  1. Hey CUCH, slightly off-subject here but I have to ask you as someone living on “the other side of the pond” what is, to the best of your assessment, the general feeling regarding Brexit? Was there this groundswell of support for it that many people didn’t see coming – a la Trump’s surprise victory here in the States? Some media outlets here (which absolutely suck BTW) have said that many people didn’t even understand what they were voting for. Thanks for your insight.

    1. Hey Rob, no problem and happy to answer from my perspective as somebody who voted Remain but was willing to be persuaded.

      Many people did not know what they were voting for here. That’s not just media, it’s my personal observation of the people around me who voted Leave. I used to ask people “are you happy to lose access to Horizon 2020, ERASMUS and the ERDF?” and I would get a blank look. The difference is perhaps that this was a media-driven referendum. So-called “patriotic” foreign-owned and non-dom anti-EU media lied about the powers and the reach fo the EU, poisoning any hope of convincing a large number of people of the benefits. with hindsight, it was inevitable while the country is at the mercy of News International and Rupert Murdoch. It brought home to me just how much in the hands of powerful media barons this country is. They claimed that the EU had “imposed” laws on us that were either sheer fabrication or a twisting of the facts. The Leave campaign went for the lowest common denominator fuelled by the media (racism, jingoism and exceptionalism). The entire Leave campaign was founded on a lie and people who voted Leave don’t care because they got what they wanted. That angers me more than the actual result.

      But I am not absolving the Remain campaign of the responsibility of what was an almighty cock-up on their part. They ran a piss-poor campaign that focused solely on the economy. Like Hillary Clinton, there was a sense of arrogance and entitlement that led to their hubris. People have seen civil and employee rights take away for years, collapsing pensions and wages dropping in real terms while the rich get richer. They felt (wrongly) that the EU was responsible for that. Remain should have pointed to the importance of co-operation in a global marketplace, the cheaper holidays, the free movement of people, the education opportunities and regional development funding against a Tory government that starved these deprived regions of development cash and resources for so long.

      Anyway, sorry for this lengthy comment 🙂 With Theresa May running so high in the polls despite being inept (and the media never criticise her or the Tories), it’s clear that we are no longer a functioning democracy – but one run by powerful media barons. I’m hoping for a Corbyn win next month for no other reason than to restore some integrity to our democratic process.

  2. CUCH, thank you for that insight on Brexit. I feel the same here in the USA re: Trump. When I talk to people who voted for Trump or as I say, Drumpf or the Orange Cheeto, it seems they really didn’t know what they were voting for. When I asked, “What does ‘Make America Great Again’ mean to you?” Their answers seemed shrouded in closeted hate for foreigners, homosexuals/transgender, blacks, latinos… basically what they want is to go back to the 1950s because in their minds, that is when America was great. Perhaps it was, in some regards, but not for those held back and disenfranchised. What most middle class people fail to realize is Globalization is what hollowed out the middle class. Manufacturing is never come back… I live in a town where all the factories are closed and have been turned into high-end condos with commercial space on the street level. The days of men and women packing a lunch box, filling a thermos, driving to the factory, punching a time card, and making a widget, so-to-speak is OVER. Americans want cheap or affordable goods… well they got it a la Globalization!
    Drumpf can’t change that… we cannot go back… we can only go forward.

    1. BIngo! I think you summed it up perfectly about waht these people need to realise. In the western world, we’ve become economies based on the service industry. Manufacturing (with a few exceptions such as hi-tech industries like renewables, computing etc) is dead. So is fossil fuel production. The backlash by the states against his destruction of the EPA shows that.

      We have a light at the end of the tunnel. Genuine left wing politics is now resurgent with a sustainable and ecomonic mandate to boot. I’m just hoping people wake up and realise before too much damage is done to the fabric of our society.

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